21.2.12

Take The Power Back!!!

We've lost power we've lost our mind we've lost everything in our soul.
Mungkin itu yang bisa didefinisikan jika kita tidak diberi waktu sedetikpun untuk berkontemplasi.
Rutinitas sehari-hari yang berputar di lingkaran setan membuat kita hanya bisa juga melakukan hal yang itu-itu saja. Bangun, makan, aktivitas, pulang, aktivitas, makan, tidur dan seterusnya. Kita punya cermin, cermin yang seharusnya bisa kita gunakan, setiap hari, meski hanya barang sedetik untuk berkaca, apa yang sudah kita lakukan dan apa yang belum. Kita juga absen terhadap kepedulian terhadap diri kita sendiri.
Saya mungkin tidak sesibuk orang-orang lain raja dan ratu sibuk, tapi saya menyadari, bahwa kapasitas saya untuk merefleksi diri sangatlah rendah.
What I do everyday?
Let alone my activity, I laugh at people, I yell at people, I talk about people, on top of that, I didn't realize, I'm fucking myself up.
Mungkin itu wajar buat semua orang, itu datang dari alam unconsciousness kita. It's nothing personally insulting others or something like that, tapi ini sangat-sangat insulting diri saya sendiri.
The world's let me busy at dealing with others business while I don't mind on my own. That's pretty shitty.
I wanna do this, I wanna do that, things rather enjoyable, meanwhile, what I really wanna do is this, and that and so on. Tapi yang secara ideal ingin saya lakukan ternyata saya anggap terlalu sulit.
So, to make me fun, I'll take the shortcut, the shortcut that could lead me to happiness, but only in a short amount of time. How stupid?
So, inbetween days, I should take a bit of my so called instant leisure time, and sub it with a more processed leisure time. Things that could make me feel better, but with process.
How do we enjoy it?
It takes millions of processes to bring me up.
Things cheerful leading to it.
When? well I don't know, maybe soon when I read this writings again, I'd smile at it, and say, I did it.
There's no turning back in life, but you can reminisce it, and realize that sometimes in the past, we made something good for today.
That's it, work hard, play hard, reflect easy but often.
The more you do, the merrier the result.
Good night!

"Spun our minds and through time
Ignorance has taken over
Yo, we gotta take the power back!"
- Rage Against The Machine - Take The Power Back

PS: Might be irrelevant, but it should still correlate. :D